As I read the articles and books that dear sweet friends have sent me I know I am getting better. I even looked at the sonogram pictures and baby outfits tucked in my drawer without crying today. One article that is very meaningful describes the dark night of the soul and how the true Christian responds, how grief may reach the deepest parts of our souls but it will not result in bitterness. I know God is and has always been good and He will not give me more than I can endure and what he has given is for my good.